Sometimes seeing a loved one genuinely happy can do it for you. Even though you think they’d be happier with you. But that’s a bit selfish i think.

I am highly medicated and pretty much in some type of quarantine. It could be the drugs speaking or the fact that I am slowly becoming a zombie.

By the way, I am in Mexico now ( I am talking to you wordpress) And yes, I have Influenza, and no it’s not as scary as it seems on TV. And No, it has nothing to do with the fact that I am in Mexico.

I have a new name for this disease actually, its t “Whine flu” And it really sucks!
Headache extremely high fever, stomach aches, my lungs are about to go POP any second now, and Yes I am being VERY whinny about it all.

Anyway, I thought I’d visit wordpress since there’s nothing else I can do.. It sucks that this had to happen so I could update it, I’m sorry =/

But here I am, and I don’t blame anyone for not visiting me, I wouldn’t visit myself either! Haha, and Thanks to the brave ones that did!

Thanks for the loads of candy, chicken noodle soup, tissues, balloons, disposable mouth protectors, happy meals, vitamins, greeting cards, phone calls, tweets and all that..

Keep me in your prayers, I’m tired of being sick!

I want to party!!! and seriously! STAY AWAY from pigs! And not just the animal.. There are a lot of pigs out there!

virtual kisses and hugs (don’t worry they are virus-free)

peace!

It’s been a week since I wrote my first blog.. I”ve been thinking all week long about what to write on here but nothing really came up. I thought about what pictures to put up here, tried to come up with interesting stuff to write about but still, nothing..

Well, I am in Phoenix right now,  even though Los Angeles was good to me, I felt far but at the same time, safe. Lately I’ve been thinking I feel far but, “far from where?” “far from who?” Right now, I really don’t know exactly where home is. Yes, I have my house, my lovely bedroom, my computer, my memories in there, it’s my fortress of solitude. But I am going through some sort of transition. Emotionally a lot of things have changed. Feelings that I thought I had blocked have come up to the surface.

I think I might be turning into a human.. I’m not sure though.. I’ll let you know if it does happen, but I honestly doubt it.

I never make any sense and today is no exception. I wanted to share some words with you, why? Just because I can and maybe because I would never talk about this if I were to be in front of you.

Here are some photos from this past Saturday, at the Tavern and Fat Tuesdays on Mill Avenue and Axis/Radius and Drift in Scottsdale’s old town.

On our way to Scottsdale

At Axis/Radius

at Drift

on our way to Phoenix from Los Angeles.. with .5 hours of sleep. Actually, I slept Thursday and I didn’t go to bed until Sunday at 5a.m. God, seriously this insomnia is gonna drive me crazier..

pretty boring trip

Little brother and I

I will talk to you soon.. Maybe from some other place in the world, or maybe I’ll be here in Phoenix still.. Who knows? Cause I definitely don’t!

p.s Love life!

there’s nothing else I can say.. eh eeh..

roxie..

Mondays are great to start new projects. This is an experiment that came out of boredom. Some of you already know that I am  sort of stranded in Los Angeles. Although it’s my favourite place on earth (so far) I really wish I was at my hometown. Closer to my people, my family, my old friends and ironically, the friends that i’ve become closer to through social networking sites!

Even though we already knew each other, we never really had a bond or any sort of communication between us, now i can honestly say that it is with them that i talk more often. they’ve somewhat helped me cope with this distance. And I actually can’t wait to see them in person, and this time actually have a great friendship, go out places, coffee shops, bars, and that new pizza place that just opened.

Today, a lot of things have changed, that very much anticipated Summer reached its end. We’re each doing our own personal things, and hopefully create a future along the way. Even though our Summer ended abruptly and didn’t quite go the way we planned, I loved every single moment of it.

Soon (i hope) I’ll be back to my old town, start some projects, continue with others and save up for Summer 2.0 in Spain.

Anyway, like I said before.. This blog is an experiment, i’m not quite sure if i will update it often or ever. But if i have something interesting worth writing about, i definitely will. I promise it won’t be a long blog, you won’t get bored

Thanks for reading if you are..

xoxo

rockC